"M" Written and drawn by Masakazu Katsura Originally printed in Allman Magazine Credits ------------------------------ Originally translated to Spanish by El Karawapo (karawapo@arquired.es) Adapted by Ricardo Fernandez (porcigoso@yahoo.com) Brought to you by The Masakazu Katsura Shrine This is a translation done without any aim of personal enrichment, but for the enjoyment of all Katsura-sensei's readers. You may find this translation (Spanish) on my webpage: http://apolo.umh.es/ acrero. I have the greatest respect for Masakazu Katsura's work and I don't want to violate any copyright. I just try to allow readers to read the Manga in spite of not knowing any Japanese. My own knowledge of Japanese is quite limited and, as this Manga lacks any furigana (pronunciation of the kanji or ideographic signs), I find it very difficult to translate. If anyone finds any mistakes, I would be very grateful if he/she let me know. Notes About The Translation ------------------------------ There are some things that will improve your understanding of this translation. Matsuda and Mutsuki are the surnames of the main characters. As they don't know each other very well, they call each other by their surnames. This is quite normal in Japan. Another point not easily known is that the term S&M is a way of denoting Sado-Masochism. "S" for "sado" and "M" for masochism. That's what the name of the Manga means: masochism, or in the context of the story, masochist. Translation ------------------------------ Page 01 ------------------------------ "M". "A love that goes deeper than forbidden desires" "Katsura Masakazu" "Studio K2R" Page 02 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (It's the first time that I'm getting along so well with a girl) Mutsuki: Come on, Matsuda-kun. Let's go diving together! There's a lot of fish... Matsuda: Mutsuki-san... (Then again, things haven't improved very much...) Page 03 ------------------------------ Matsuda: I wanted to ask you if you'll be my girlfriend. Mutsuki: If there's no sex, then I will. Page 04 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: I've cooled down after talking about it. I'm going to split up with him... I feel I'm changing... Matsuda: I don't know why she started talking about that. Matsuda: (I've already decided!!) (I won't stop until I go to bed with her!!) Matsuda: (She's decided at last. She's going to give up on her ex-boyfriend.) (Her name's Mutsuki Emi-san, she's a year younger than me. She's a twenty year old university student. I met her at work.) Matsuda: (She's one of those tough girls, and she's got a lot of willpower.) (But, after waiting for over six months, her body will be mine!!) Page 05 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Matsuda-kun... Aren't you saving your money? Didn't you tell me that you were saving up because you wanted to buy something? What have we come here for? Matsuda: Ah... Ah, this... I've saved some money... and used it to buy this. A gift. (A way for getting her body close to mine.) Page 06 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Oh! Is it really? Can I open it? A watch! Isn't this too expensive?! Matsuda: I bought it with the money from my job. Now, look on the back. Mutsuki: Oh! Matsuda: "E" "M"... because my name's Eiji Matsuda, we have the same initials. Isn't that a great coincidence? Mutsuki: You're saying flirty stuff like you're in high school! Matsuda: We- well... what now... what do you want to do now..? Mutsuki: Now? Matsuda: (I've been trying to get with her for six months, she's accepted a gift now... come on! There's nothing wrong, come on'!!) Matsuda: Well, what do you suggest? Page 07 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: If you're trying what I'm thinking, it won't work. Matsuda: Eh? Well ... and ... what do think I'm trying? (Has she realised?!) Mutsuki: I think it's time to go. Mutsuki: Hey, listen... if I'm too much for you... I'm going home. Matsuda: Come on, don't say that... (You can sleep at home if you want to...) (Come on, I can't stop now, things are going well!) Mutsuki: Well... Matsuda: Eh? Mutsuki: Don't get the wrong idea. Page 08 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (Shit! She's so self secure! She must have realised what I was trying to do) Mutsuki: Hey! Your room's far cleaner than I'd expected. Matsuda: (Of course! I figured I'd be taking you here...) Have a seat. You want a coffee? Matsuda: (Even if she doesn't want to, she'll be mine. Come on!) Mutsuki: Fine, I'm going to stay. OK? Matsuda: !! Wow! She touched me with her breast! Page 09 ------------------------------ Matsuda: Ah... OK. Mutsuki: Good! Mutsuki: This will be like a college road trip! Matsuda: (What's going on...? She looks childish instead of tough!?) (Touching her now would be too much... what should I do?) Mutsuki: Hey! You like this kind of music? Page 10 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Ah, there's Aato Breikii's newest one. You listen to different kinds of music, don't you? Matsuda: No! (Mutsuki): If there's no sex, then I will. Matsuda: (Calm down! Calm down!) Mutsuki: Can I borrow this one? (Mutsuki): Don't get the wrong idea. Masuda: (Stay calm...) Page 11 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (I couldn't believe,) (I'd just attacked her...) Page 12 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (and not in my dreams) huff, huff, huff huff, huff, huff Page 13 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: You and me... we're finished. Mutsuki: Besides, I like doing it in bed. Otherwise, I don't. Page 14 ------------------------------ Matsuda: huff, huff, huff huff, huff Mutsuki: It's clear that I'm changing. Mutsuki: Is that so bad? Matsuda: No, of course not... Page 15 ------------------------------ Matsuda: I'm a horrible guy... I was a total pervert... And I didn't listen to what you said at the beach... I wanted to calm down. Matsuda: My body and my feelings, I just couldn't stop... Mutsuki: I know that already. Matsuda: ... Page 16 ------------------------------ Matsuda: I won't lose control again. I didn't have good intentions, but I really like you. Matsuda: (For some reason, her eyes went sad at that moment.) Mutsuki: Matsuda-kun... Matsuda: !? Mutsuki: You can't calm down without getting off, can you? I'll make you feel better. Matsuda: ! Page 17 ------------------------------ Matsuda: That's enough! Mutsuki: Will you do it on your own? Matsuda: No! That's far enough for tonight! (Like she said, I might have changed a little) Mutsuki: I think I'm cooling down after talking about it. Matsuda: (It's obvious that if she says that, something happened to her in the past. What horrible thing could have happened to her?) Matsuda: (Why, while thinking this, do I keep liking her so much?) Matsuda: (Anyways, I was calm before because I respected her.) Page 18 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Good morning! I've bought rice balls. For breakfast. Matsuda: Oh, thanks. (So early! It's still time to be in bed) Mutsuki: I haven't bought any tea, but you've got some, don't you? Matsuda: That's it! I've made my decision! Matsuda: From now on, you can call me "Eiji the Patient"! I've changed into a very quiet guy!! I won't try to chase you for sex!! I've swallowed my horrible intentions!! Mutsuki: Matsuda-kun... can I tell you what I think? Matsuda: Of course, go on. Page 19 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: To be honest... Matsuda: Eh? (She's gonna say that she's treating me like a friend, and she doesn't think we should argue...) Matsuda: (Is it true? Well, anyways... Whether I like it or not, we've started dating.) Matsuda: (Although she'll fight with all her power...) Matsuda: (And I know that she will...) (...She'll eventually give in...) Matsuda: (But still...) Matsuda: (She hasn't accepted my gift yet.) Mutsuki: Matsuda-kun, listen... Page 20 ------------------------------ Matsuda: Hm? Mutsuki: When will you take my underwear off of me? Matsuda: Heh, heh!! Never!! I told you already that I'm "Eiji the Patient"!! Mutsuki: You look like an idiot. Mutsuki: I didn't mean it like that. Besides, In the end, I know you'll try to take them off of me... Matsuda: Wanna bet? A thousand yen every day. Mutsuki: No bet. Because I want you to do it. Matsuda: .... Page 21 ------------------------------ Matsuda: Why do you have to cover my eyes, are you going to the bathroom? Mutsuki: You're going to take off my clothes, but I don't want you to see it. Matsuda: Holy shit! She's thought of a kinky game... Mutsuki: OK? I don't want you to see me naked. Matsuda. Right. Mutsuki: Come on, start with the blouse. Mutsuki: Now, here's the first button. Undo it like that, that's it, slowly, slowly. Matsuda: (My... my God!) (I'm not even nervous.) Page 22 ------------------------------ Matsuda: Huff, huff, huff. (The bra clasp... I can't undo it...) Matsuda: (That's it!) Matsuda: (Um... wait a minute... I've got Mutsuki's naked breasts in front of my eyes...) Matsuda: (How wrong... Now I'm nervous.) Musuki: Matsuda-kun... what are you thinking about? Matsuda: Eh? Page 23 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: You pig... Mutsuki: You've got a big hard on... Matsuda: Uh. Matsuda: (It looks like I lose!!) Huff Mu... Mutsuki-san... Huff The last... piece... of cloth. Huff Mutsuki: You're gonna move your finger... Mutsuki: right along this line until I tell you to stop. Matsuda: (But... she wants me to do what?!) Page 24 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (The elastic band is passing over smoothly...) Matsuda: (I'm coming down little by little...) Huff, huff, huff Matsuda: Mutsuki-san, no... not yet? Mutsuki: Go this way... Mutsuki: this way... down. Matsuda: (Down?!) Page 25 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Uh Matsuda: (How tender and warm... Just like I thought... Vaery soon, Mutsuki-san...) Mutsuki: Mmh... Ahh... Yyy... Matsuda: (Th... this is...) Mutsuki: huff, huff, huff. Matsuda: Mu... Mutsuki-san... Page 26 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Hitch... the elastic band... with your nail and... without touching me, place your finger... inside... Mutsuki: Now. Matsuda: (Without touching.) (Without touching) Matsuda: (Inside) Mutsuki: !! Matsuda: !! Page 27 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (I did it...) (I touched her... a little...) Mutsuki: N... now... Push them down. Mutsuki: Push... harder!! Matsuda: Huff. Huff. Page 28 ------------------------------ Matsuda: !!! Matsuda: Huff, huff, huff. (I... can't... can't stand it anymore...) Huff, huff, huff Matsuda: huff, huff, huff Page 29 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Do you want to see me naked? Page 30 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: You can look now. Page 31 ------------------------------ Matsuda: Hurry up... Get... into the bath... Mutsuki: Matsuda-kun... you're such an M. Page 32 ------------------------------ Matsuda: M? I'm an M!? What's that? Matsuda: (It doesn't matter what I do, she won't be fascinated by it. Is this what's happening to her?) Matsuda: (Wait a minute... Is she laughing at me?) (We haven't even kissed, but she seems to be encouraging me to it) Matsuda: (this is no joke!!) Page 33 ------------------------------ Matsuda: Excuse me! I... I have to leave for a moment!! Boss: W... wait!! Matsuda: (Shit!!) Matsuda: (Ahh... I feel butterflies flying in my stomach!! I've gotta tell her a couple of things!!) (No! That'll be too much!! I'll just ask her what she wants from me.) Matsuda: (I will control myself!!) Page 34 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: What's that? What about your job? Mutsuki: Oh, this? I've just bought it. Do I look alright with it? Matsuda: (Shit...) Matsuda: Mutsuki-san, I... (Again... I feel confident...) Page 35 ------------------------------ Matsuda: I... wanted a girlfriend. (If Mutsuki-san's younger than I am, why do I call her "-san") Matsuda: (I've been chasing her since the very first day we met.) Why don't you accept my gift? Matsuda: You haven't even held my hand since then. (Isn't that the S&M system?) Matsuda: Don't you have an answer... why don't you want me as your only boyfriend!? Page 36 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (Answer me... something...) Mutsuki: Wanna play? Matsuda: (Again, I can't help myself with those sad eyes...) Matsuda: (Why?! What are you thinking about?) Page 37 ------------------------------ Matsuda: This is not right. Mutsuki: You may touch me over my clothes. Matsuda: Alright. Matsuda: (It doesn't matter how much I chase her.) Matsuda: (And, even if we split up, it wouldn't change anything.) Page 38 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (If I lose control...) Matsuda: (...I'll rape her without thinking) Mutsuki: Matsuda... kun... Push my shirt up a little. Matsuda: Eh? Matsuda: (the... the place of my desire) Page 39 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (Mutsuki-san's breasts...) Huff, huff, huff Matsuda: (At long last...) Matsuda: (At long last...) Matsuda: (I've got them!!) Mutsuki: Mmh! Page 40 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Huff, huff Smoothly... Mutsuki: huff, huff, huff Matsuda: Shit! What is this?! I feel like I have to calm down!! Matsuda: ! Matsuda: Uh. Matsuda: I've got it in a soft place. Page 41 ------------------------------ Matsuda: huff Matsuda: (the soap slips...) Matsuda: (Mutsuki-san... why this...) Matsuda: (?) Matsuda: uh. Mutsuki: S...stop. Already... Matsuda: !! Matsuda: Uf! Mh! (Uf! I wanna push it inside! At the same time, I don't want to push it inside! S... shit! My mind is such a mess!!) Page 42 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (No!!) (It's... it's coming out!!) Matsuda: (How... cruel...) Mutsuki: Make me live, I beg you. Huff, huff, huff... Mutsuki: Were you thinking about doing this? Come on Matsuda-kun... Matsuda: Eh? Huff, huff, huff Page 43 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: I know... Huff, huff, huff what you want... Page 44 ------------------------------ Page 45 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Ahh! Page 46 ------------------------------ Mutsuki: Matsuda-kun... Mutsuki: Why? Matsuda: You don't get it? I'm cooling down... Page 47 ------------------------------ Matsuda: At long last... I've caught up with you. Page 48 ------------------------------ Matsuda: Now... we'll be together... forever. Matsuda: (If we had done it... right then...) Page 49 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (Our bodies and our hearts would have cooled down.) Matsuda: (But now, you have a place forever deep in my heart.) Matsuda: (You're my girlfriend, the best in the world.) Matsuda: (And, because of that, you left me.) Page 50 ------------------------------ Matsuda: (Because this sad and painful loneliness is, for us, the greatest of all pleasures.) Matsuda: (Our bodies and hearts helped us burn through our love so quickly.) That's why I'm an M. But you are, too...) ------------------------------ THE END ------------------------------ THIS TRANSLATION IS DEDICATED TO NEKO-CHAN!!!