KIZUNA by Kazuma Kodaka Book 2 Part 5: You're All unofficial translation by Katherine ------------------------------------------------------------------- Conventions: regular text: name of speaker, and spoken lines italics: thoughts (in parentheses): spoken words that are hand-written or not in the talk bubbles bold: descriptions bold and italics: translation note Enjouji is hurrying to school. It's his first day of jr. high. Enjouji: I'd already had my first experience with love, in elementary school. I thought, this must be that "love at first sight" thing. Enjouji: Huh? I thought this was the jr. high section? Enjouji: Hurrying and looking at his watch. This isn't my day. The first day of school, and I'm late already. Enjouji: I was in jr. high when I realized that maybe that first love had been a lie. Enjouji: Running through the garden. This place is too bi- Enjouji suddenly sees Ranmaru. (page) Enjouji: Staring, entranced, at Ranmaru. A beauty who wore the same uniform as me and who made the cherry blossoms dim by comparison -- (page) Enjouji: --THAT was true "love at first sight." Ranmaru, holding a cherry blossom petal, looks back at him. (page) Enjouji: Um... Are you... Enjouji: ...a guy...? Sound of Ranmaru punching Enjouji. They arrive in the classroom, Enjouji with a scuffed face. Teacher: Enjouji-kun... Teacher: ...and Samejima-kun, right...? Teacher: Since you came in late together, you can stand together. They stand out in the hall. Teacher: Enjouji-kun, no fighting! Enjouji: I'm nice to girls, you know. Enjouji: But guys are different. (page) Enjouji: Remember that, stupid. Ranmaru: Brat. Enjouji: Grabbing his collar. That's enough! I'm gonna teach you a lesson! You!! Teacher: Enjouji-kun. Teacher: Samejima-kun, you may come in the classroom. Ranmaru: Yes, sir. Enjouji is left out in the hall with a bucket of water in each hand and one on his head. Enjouji: He sure has an ugly personality! (page) Student: Hey, science class is in the lab today. Girl: Really? Enjouji-kun, you've always lived in Kyoto? Enjouji: That's right! Nice to meet you! Girl: Kyoto... That's so cool. She turns just as Ranmaru walks by, and her long hair gets caught in the pen in his pocket. Girl: Ow! My hair! Girl: Blushing. Sorry, Samejima-kun. Just a second, I'll untangle it. Ranmaru: ....... Enjouji: Want me to get it for you? Ranmaru: If your hair gets in the way, why not cut it off? Girl: Sweatdropping. Uh... (page) Enjouji: Hey. Enjouji: It's not like she did that on purpose, and she apologized too. Enjouji: There's no reason to talk to her like that. Ranmaru: If you think so, then you can console her. Enjouji: Wh... Enjouji: What the hell is with this guy?? Girl: Still sweatdropping. Samejima-kun's pretty harsh... Other girl: His face is pretty, but he seems kinda mean. (page) Ranmaru slides open the classroom door to reveal three huge and menacing-looking high school guys. High school guy: Oh, what's this? High school guy: There's a teen idol in the jr. high this year? Other high school guy: My, my. I don't think he'd make mascot girl for our (judo) club. High school guy: Maybe he could be a cheerleader. He looks like he's got the mouth for it. Okay, out of the way, princess. Third high school guy: Hey, if any of you guys have the guts, come see us! Guy: Sweatdropping. What are the high schoolers doing here?? Girl: Because at this school the jr. high and high school sports clubs are combined. Other girl: No way... They look scary... (page) High school guy: Putting his hand on Ranmaru's head. If you join our club, we'll take such good care of you! Ranmaru: Please get your dirty hand off me. High school guy: ......... High school guy: Huh? Ranmaru: I said get your dirty hand off me. Ranmaru: Didn't you hear me? Enjouji: That idiot...! Ranmaru knocks the hand off his head and walks away. (page) High school guy: Grabbing Ranmaru's shoulder. Wait a second there, princess. High school guy: Were you talking to your sempai just now? Huh? Ranmaru: Anyone who is ignorant of manners is not my sempai. High school guy: Swinging at him. You little brat...!! Ranmaru ducks the blow and kicks the guy's feet out from under him. High school guy: Uh?! (page) High school guy: Hitting the floor with his face. Guh-! High school guy: You... He starts to get up but Ranmaru stops him by holding a ruler to his head. Ranmaru: Offense is the best defense. Ranmaru: Please don't think badly of me. (page) Ranmaru walks away as the high school guys stare. Third high school guy: Hey, are you gonna just let him get away with that?? High school guy: Wait, is he Samejima? Other high school guy: You mean that Samejima that the kendo club has their eye on, the one who was elementary school number one in Japan?! High school guy: Yeah, they say he went up against a third year jr. high guy who was number one in the Kantou region, and knocked him out of the ring with a one handed blow! Other high school guy: It's hard to believe -- he's got a face like a fucking doll! Enjouji: Elementary school kendo... Number one in all Japan... (page) Enjouji: *grinning happily.* Enjouji: Running after Ranmaru. He's strong!! This is gonna be fun! Student: Wait, Enjouji-kun! Where are you going without your textbook? In the science lab. Enjouji: Sat-chan... Same-chan sounds weird too... Enjouji: As Ranmaru clicks his pen in annoyance. Hey, what's your first name? Huh, Sat-chan? Ranmaru: Standing up and slamming his hands down on the desk. Shut up!! Teacher: Hey, quiet down over there. Ranmaru: Sitting down and blushing amid giggles. Excuse me... (page) Ranmaru: ...It's Samejima. Enjouji: No, I mean what's your first name? Ranmaru: There's no reason to tell you!! Enjouji: It's hard to give you a nickname then. Is Sat-chan okay? Ranmaru: ...Enjouji... or whatever your name was... Ranmaru: ...don't talk to me any more. I'll make you regret it. Enjouji: Sat-chan... Enjouji: ...your eyelashes are so long, you really look like a girl. Ranmaru attacks Enjouji. Teacher: You two want to run laps around the school? Enjouji: I was saying you're pretty! I was praising you! What the hell is your problem?? (page) In the school's kendo dojo. Student: Man, I can't believe we have to do kendo in gym class! Other student: The guys who do kendo all the time have it made. I'm tired already just from wearing this heavy gear. Student: As Enjouji's face lights up in excitement. Huh? What? Enjouji: He's strong... He's so strong! Enjouji: He's facing down the coach! Ranmaru: Daaaahh!! Ranmaru swings at the coach. (page) Coach: What's the matter, Samejimaa?! Quit fooling around!! Student: Scary... Other student: The coach is seriously giving him training, even though this is a gym class! Ranmaru raises his kendo sword up. Coach: You're good. But you're still too small to intimidate your opponent just by your stance-- Ranmaru: Breathes intensely as he builds up power. (page) Ranmaru is posed before a statue of the many-armed god Ashura. Enjouji (presumably): Ashura?! Note: The author likes to compare Ranmaru to this beautiful warrior god. Ranmaru: DAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! Coach: Barely blocking the blow. Uhh! (page) Coach: That was close. You nearly scored a 'kote' (glove) hit against me. Coach: The other students are getting scared. Coach: That's incredible spirit you've got, Samejima. Ranmaru: Huh? Oh... Noticing the other boys watching him, looking rather alarmed. Coach: Well, no one's going to go up against Samejima then, are they? Enjouji: Me! Me!! Enjouji: I want to try! Coach!! Student: Enjouji, you're crazy! (page) Coach: Okay, but Samejima, take it easy on him so he doesn't get hurt, okay? Ranmaru: What?! Enjouji: It's fine, it's fine! It's no fun if you're not really trying! Give me your best shot! Coach: Okay, the rest of you work on practicing your swings. Students: Haaai. Enjouji: Putting his helmet on. Hey, tie the cord for me! Ranmaru: Have you ever done kendo before? Enjouji: Nope. Ranmaru looks down in annoyance at the jolly Enjouji. Enjouji: Now in full gear and holding up his sword. Okay, let's do it! Hurry up! Ranmaru: I'm going to beat you to a pulp. (page) Enjouji smacks Ranmaru over the head with his sword. Ranmaru: --!? Enjouji: Um... Was that one point? (...Or not?) Coach: Looking exasperated. Fool. You weren't even holding the sword right. Ranmaru: He has no sense of courtesy! Samejima: Daaaaahh! Enjouji: Being whacked. Ow! Hey-! Wait! (page) Enjouji: Ahh! Shit! I'm telling you- Enjouji: Blocking Ranmaru's swing and raising his sword, about to hit the surprised Ranmaru. to WAIT!! (page) Ranmaru: Just barely ducking back out of the way as Enjouji swings. Ah! Ranmaru: Smashing Enjouji over the head. HAAAAAAAAHH!! Enjouji: Uhh! (page) Enjouji: Hitting the ground. Waah! Coach: Enjouji! Hey, are you okay? Coach: Samejima! Don't you know how to hold back?! Ranmaru: He's supposed to be a beginner. But he returned my attack so well. Enjouji: Oww... My head's spinning... Ranmaru: Enjouji... (page) In the locker room. Student: That was rough! I wanna have normal gym class! Other student: I wish we could do soccer... Student: Yeah, 'cause you're in the soccer club! Ranmaru: Toweling himself off. I swung as hard as I could, without thinking. Ranmaru: I thought if I didn't stop him, I'd get hit myself. Enjouji: Poking at his back and making Ranmaru drop his towel in shock. Hey! You have little scars, but your skin is really smooth and pretty! (page) Ranmaru: Swinging at and missing Enjouji. --! Enjouji: What?! That didn't hurt you any. Note: Literally, "That's not something that will get used up." Ranmaru: Staring at Enjouji and sweatdropping. ..... Enjouji: What? Ranmaru: How's your head? Enjouji: Distracted by watching Ranmaru put his shirt on. Huh? (What a waste, covering that body with a shirt.) Ranmaru: I'm asking you if you're okay. Enjouji: Oh, from when you whacked me on the helmet? Enjouji: You really slammed me! I saw stars in front of my eyes. Enjouji: How about if you marry me to make it up to me? Ranmaru: Are you free after school? Enjouji: What? Ranmaru: I'm asking if you're free. (page) Ranmaru: Come over to my house. Enjouji: All of a flutter. What?! But I'm not prepared! Ranmaru: Threatening him with a kendo sword. Whatever are you thinking about? Enjouji: Eating dinner at your house! Ranmaru: Exasperated. There's a kendo dojo at my house. Ranmaru: I'd like to have a bout with you. Enjouji: Huh? Why? Ranmaru: Just because!! Enjouji: Hmm... Well... Enjouji: If you tell me your first name, I'll go with you. (page) Ranmaru looks away and mumbles something. Enjouji: What? Ranmaru: ...maru... Enjouji: What? Ranmaru: ...Ranmaru... Enjouji: Cupping his ears. Omaru? Ranmaru: IT'S RANMARU! RANMARU SAMEJIMA!! Students stare at this outburst. (page) Ranmaru: Go ahead and laugh. Enjouji and the students: A ha ha ha... Ranmaru: Don't laugh!! Enjouji: As a student claps his hands over his mouth. Well, which is it?! Enjouji: It's a nice name... Ranmaru... Enjouji: Then it's Ran-chan! Enjouji: Nice to meet you, Ran-chan! (page) Ranmaru: D-don't give me some weird nickname. It sounds like a girl's nickname. Enjouji: Why not? It suits you. It's pretty. Enjouji: (Everyone, this is Ran-chan! Meet Ran-chan!) Student: Enjouji's the only one who'll call him that. Other student: Everyone else'll be too scared to. Enjouji: Hugging Ranmaru from behind. I won't ever call you anything else! Enjouji: My strong willed beauty, stronger than anyone! Ranmaru: Do as you please. (page) Narration: After school... In the tea ceremony club room. The sound of running feet approaches. Girl: What-? Other girl: Huh?! Ranmaru: Slamming open the door. Enjouji!! Girl with tea whisk: Kyaa! Ranmaru: Y-you! You--! Enjouji: Holding out a bowl. Now, now. Calm down. Have some tea. Enjouji and Ranmaru sit in elegant refinement as Ranmaru drinks the tea. Ranmaru: Turning the bowl. It's very nice. Enjouji: Bowing. You're too kind. (page) Ranmaru: Nooo! I didn't come here to drink tea!! Enjouji: Hiding demurely behind a fan. Oh, we can't! It's too early in the day for that! Ranmaru: Hitting him. Damn it, Enjouji! Why didn't you join the kendo club?! Enjouji: Some guys just can't take a joke. Enjouji: I never said one word about joining the kendo club. Ranmaru: Wh-! Enjouji: When I get into high school, I plan to get a part time job. 'Cause my mom's the only one bringing in an income right now. Enjouji: If I'm just going to do kendo in jr. high and then quit, I might as well not do it at all, right? (page) Ranmaru: But... Ranmaru: S... Ranmaru: Just when I thought I'd found a rival my own age... Ranmaru: Suit yourself!! Idiot! Ranmaru leaves, slamming the door shut behind him. Girl: Those freshmen don't lose any time, do they? School only just started! Other girl: Uh... that was a boy, wasn't it? Third girl: Ooh, Enjouji you love magnet! Ranmaru: Running down the hall. He was able to hit back at me! Ranmaru: A beginner! (page) Ranmaru sees himself as a small child learning kendo. Ranmaru: Since I was little I've been learning kendo from my grandfather. I won lots of competitions!! Ranmaru: He could get stronger. Get stronger and- Ranmaru: -maybe even go to tournaments with me...!! Ranmaru: I guess he's not going to keep his promise to come do kendo at my house... Ranmaru: That's okay! I'm used to being alone anyway. (page) Ranmaru: I'm used to it... Kendo club captain: Out of the picture. Starting tomorrow, freshmen will join us in morning practice. Captain: Good work today, guys! Ranmaru is leaving school. Enjouji: Club's finally over? Ranmaru looks at Enjouji who is smiling and waiting at the school gate. (page) Enjouji: Okay, let's go! (I'll carry your school bag.) Ranmaru: Huh...? Enjouji: What are you standing there looking clueless for? You said you'd take me to your house! Enjouji: Grabbing Ranmaru's hand and pulling him along. We're going to do kendo! Right? Enjouji: At the dojo at your house! Come on! Enjouji: I already called my mom and told her I was going over to a friend's house. Ranmaru: A friend's house...? Ranmaru: A friend. Ranmaru: Looking happy. ...Right. (page) Enjouji: Just as I suspected! Enjouji: You're cute when you smile! Ranmaru: Don't treat me like a girl, idiot! Enjouji: Why? I'm just saying what's true! Ranmaru: Ahh! Let go of my hand! It's hard to walk this way. Enjouji: Complain, complain. At Ranmaru's front door. The sign reads 'Samejima.' Ranmaru: I'm home! Miyo: With Yuki in her arms. Welcome ho... Well! My my, a friend!? Yuki: Welcome home! (page) Ranmaru: This is the housekeeper, Miyo-san, and my little sister Yuki. Enjouji: Hello! Miyo: Good evening! Yuki-chan, where are your manners? Yuki: Bowing. Good evening! Enjouji: Good evening! You have big eyes, just like your brother! Ranmaru: Blushing and grabbing Enjouji by the ear. Leave my eyes out of it. Miyo: You'll join us for dinner, won't you? Enjouji: Thank you! Yuki: In the kitchen. Miyo-obachan, this is the first time onii-chan's had a friend over, huh? Miyo: You're right. Miyo: Ranmaru-kun never invites friends over. Oh, I'm so glad! Miyo: Right! Tonight Miyo-san is going to exert herself and make a great big dinner! Yuki: Yay! Yuki'll help! (page) At the kendo dojo. Ranmaru: Today grandfather has gone out to Minakami-shihan's house... Ranmaru: ...so we can use the dojo all we want! Note: "Shihan" is a title often used for a teacher or master of kendo. Enjouji: Impressed at the large dojo. Wow... Ranmaru: We have lots of protective gear, so use whichever set you like. Enjouji: Looking around and continuing to be impressed. Nice! Enjouji: With his mask on now. Tie the cord! Tie the cord! Ranmaru: (I feel like this is turning into a stupid game, somehow.) ..... Ranmaru finishes fixing Enjouji's headgear. (page) They squat and face off with swords crossed. Ranmaru: Surprised at his good form. Hey, have you studied kendo after all?! Enjouji: I've watched kendo at the neighborhood dojo. Enjouji: I just know what it's supposed to look like. Ranmaru: Sweatdropping. Oh... Enjouji: Okay, here goes! Enjouji: IYAAAAAAAAHH! (page) Ranmaru slams him over the head. Ranmaru: Don't attack so recklessly! Ranmaru: Watch your opponent's movements!! Ranmaru: Hitting him on the glove. Kote! Enjouji: Ah! Ranmaru: Hitting his chest. Dou! Enjouji: Uwaa! (page) Ranmaru: His quick reflexes, the strength of his arm in stopping my sword... Ranmaru: ...I guess he wasn't trying his hardest in class today. Ranmaru: He could become so strong! If this is his starting point! Enjouji: DAAAAAAHH! Ranmaru: Some day we'll fight together as equals!! Darkness falls outside the dojo. (page) Enjouji: Lying on the floor with his helmet and things off. That wasn't fair! You didn't hold back at all! Enjouji: Man, I hurt everywhere! Ranmaru: Looking pleased. Idiot. Ranmaru: I can't have you underestimating me. Ranmaru: If you like, I'll beat you until you can't even speak. Enjouji: I'll pass on that. Ranmaru: The floor feels good. Enjouji: Hey... Ranmaru: Hm? Enjouji: I know I'm not even good enough to practice on, but... (page) Enjouji: I'll try to come here as often as I can. Enjouji: Is that okay? Enjouji: Would you spend time with me? Ranmaru: Some day I'm going to get you to join the kendo club. Enjouji: Give up. Ranmaru: No. Enjouji: I'm telling you I'm not joining. Ranmaru: No. Ranmaru: Laughing. I'm not giving up. Enjouji: Stubborn... Enjouji: Hey... Ranmaru: Hm? (page) Enjouji: Have you ever... kissed anyone before? Ranmaru stares. Ranmaru: Blushing and sitting up. Wh- Why are you asking that?! Ranmaru: That's none of your business! Enjouji: Sitting up happily. So he hasn't. Enjouji: Smiling at the sweatdropping Ranmaru. Hey. (page) Enjouji: Let's do it. Let's kiss. Ranmaru: As Enjouji gets closer. Wha...? Ranmaru: What...? Enjouji: Shh. (page) Enjouji: Closing your eyes is the proper etiquette. They kiss. (page) (page) Enjouji: ...How was it...? Ranmaru: Punches Enjouji. Ranmaru: Don't ask a stupid question like that!! Ranmaru runs away blushing. Enjouji: There's hope... I guess... (He turned bright red! Cute!) Enjouji: Lying on his back, looking satisfied. Ah, well. Enjouji: His first kiss was mine! Narration: For the next two years, they were in different classes. Narration: After that, the next time they would meet would be a spring day when the cherry blossoms were at their glorious height... The outside of a high school. P.A.: Students who have read their room assignments should report to their classrooms. Enjouji is looking at the information board. Enjouji: Okay... Hmm... Enjouji... Oh, there it is. Enjouji: Reading the names. Huh? He and Ranmaru see each other. The information board reveals that they are in the same class. (page) Ranmaru: Smiling. Looks like we can't escape one another. Enjouji: My "love at first sight" three years later... Enjouji: Also smiling. It's fate. Enjouji: ...so much stronger now, so much more beautiful... (page) Enjouji: ...he's proudly blossomed into something that the cherry blossoms would envy... and he smiles brilliantly at me. (page) (page) In the classroom. Girl: She's a real beauty, from an elite girls' school!! Girl: She has a good sense of style, a good character... Girl: Slapping down a photo on Enjouji's desk. And she has a crush on you! Girl: You can't possibly ask for more than that!! Enjouji: This kind of face doesn't interest me. (page) Girl: Angrily, as her friend attempts to restrain her. You have a lot of nerve, Kei Enjouji! You need to fix that attitude! (That's my cousin!) Friend: Kyaa! Calm down! Girl: There's something wrong with your eyes! You call yourself a guy?! Enjouji: She's cute, but the one I love is more beautiful. Enjouji: See you. Girl: ....... Girl: Is he going out with someone? (I'm lacking data here.) Friend: No idea... (page) Enjouji: Humming. Enjouji: Opening the dojo door. Hey my beautiful kendo fanatic! Enjouji: I've- Enjouji: As a guy in kendo gear slams into the floor in the doorway. -come... (page) Enjouji: Man, you don't hold back at all... Ranmaru: You showed up. Enjouji: What, you said you wanted to talk about something... Who are these guys? Ranmaru: Taking off his kendo armor. The usual. Enjouji: Oh, the guys who want you to let them go out with Yuki-chan? Ranmaru: Weaklings like that, there's no way I'll consider it. (page) Enjouji: Well of course they're not going to be able to beat the guy who's captain of the kendo club in his first year of high school. Kicking the fallen guy out the door. (Out, out. You're in the way.) Ranmaru: Why don't you come to the dojo? Enjouji: Ran-chan, let's not bring that up anymore. I'm not doing kendo... Ranmaru: You were the one who said you'd come to my dojo and practice with me. Isn't that what you promised? Ranmaru: It was in summer, wasn't it? After you scored a hit against me for the first time. Enjouji: Sweatdropping as Ranmaru puts his hands on his shoulders. Well... yeah, but I'm pretty busy... Ranmaru: ...Why are you ...avoiding me?! (page) Enjouji looks alarmed as Ranmaru doesn't let him go. Ranmaru: It's not just kendo. Ranmaru: You won't even look me in the eyes when I talk to you! Ranmaru: You half-heartedly pretend to be my friend! Ranmaru: Shoving him against the wall. If something's wrong, why don't you just tell me?! (page) Ranmaru: ...I can't deal with people like you can, Enjouji. Enjouji: As his hands come around Ranmaru's waist. No. Ranmaru: I can't put my thoughts into words very well, and I'm not good at thinking of other people's feelings. Ranmaru: But you... Just you- Enjouji: As his hands close into fists. His voice and the smell of his skin are making my blood boil. Enjouji: I want to just put my arms around him. Ranmaru: Burying his face on Enjouji's shoulder. I don't want you to hate me...!! (page) Enjouji: Tomorrow... Enjouji: Pushing Ranmaru away. Let's talk about this tomorrow... Enjouji: I've tried to suppress it, but... Ranmaru: ...I understand... I'm sorry... Enjouji: No! I didn't want to put that expression on his face! Enjouji: No, you don't understand. (page) Enjouji: You don't understand a damn thing!! Enjouji: Embracing him from behind. If we were just friends, we'd never have to say good-bye. (page) Enjouji: If I tell the truth, it's all over. He turns Ranmaru's face towards his. Ranmaru: Enjouji... (page) Enjouji kisses Ranmaru. Ranmaru: .......?! Ranmaru: Nn. Ranmaru: As Enjouji pins his wrists to the wall. Nnn- (page) Ranmaru: Hah... Enjouji: I can't be just your friend. Just being near you, just touching you... Enjouji: ...makes me want you this much. Ranmaru: ...Want ...me...? Ranmaru: As Enjouji turns him against the wall. E- Enjouji?! (page) Ranmaru: As Enjouji rips open his kendo outfit. !! Ranmaru: Ah... Ranmaru: As Enjouji licks his back. ...Uhh... Enjouji: Undoing Ranmaru's belt. We're not in junior high any more. Ranmaru: Stop, Enjouji!! Enjouji: You and I... (page) Enjouji: Taking hold of something he finds in Ranmaru's pants. ...are both men now. Ranmaru: Hah... Enjouji: Our bodies at least have grown up. Ranmaru: No... Let go... Ranmaru: Wh... why... Enjouji...? Ranmaru: Now pretty much undressed. I could throw him off now. Enjouji: Ran...maru... Ranmaru: I could get away, but... Ranmaru: It sounds so good to hear a voice calling my name... Enjouji: Ranmaru... (page) Ranmaru: I can't push his hands away. Enjouji: I can't deal with it anymore! Everything you see, everything you touch -- I want to destroy it all! Enjouji: Especially that kendo that you're so obsessed with!! Ranmaru: As Enjouji pushes in. Ii...! Ranmaru: Uh... (page) Enjouji: Ranmaru... Ranmaru: Gripping Enjouji's arm tightly. Uh... Guh... Enjouji: I love you... Enjouji: I'm in love with you... Enjouji: I've always loved you... ever since the time we first met...! Ranmaru: Ah... That's it... Enjouji: I love you... Ranmaru: This one sentence... Just one sentence... Enjouji: I didn't mean to do this awful thing to you... Forgive me... (page) Ranmaru: Putting his arms around Enjouji. We took the long way around, these three years... Ranmaru: Too bad... If you hadn't said that one sentence... Ranmaru: ...I was going to pound you into the floor and break both your arms. Ranmaru: Do things in the right order, idiot. Enjouji: Taken aback. Uh... Um... Ranmaru: Let's take our time... Enjouji: ...Sorry... Ranmaru: As they kiss. ...with this love. (page) Ranmaru: Flashback of their junior high days. The feelings we couldn't share for three years... Ranmaru: Flashback of them meeting again on the first day of high school. ...like the dancing of the cherry petals... Ranmaru: Flash forward to Enjouji stealing a kiss as they study together. ...slowly, gently... Ranmaru: Their fingers intertwine. ...let's build our love together. Narration: Two years later, the name of "Samejima the Demon" was known throughout the country. Sign: National High School Kendo Tournament (page) Announcer: As two kendo opponents bow to each other. The individual competition victory goes to Kouei High School's Ranmaru Samejima!! Enjouji: I guess the waiting room is... this way? He bumps into a man in a suit. Enjouji: Excuse me. Man: No problem. P.A.: Enjouji-san from Kouei High School! Enjouji: Huh? P.A.: You have a telephone call! Enjouji: Ah, what a pain. What could be so important?! Man: ..... Mystery person speaking from out of the picture: Ah, there you are! Masa! (page) Man: (Now revealed to indeed be Masa.) Enjouji...? Mystery person now visible from the mouth down and wearing a black kendo outfit as he runs: You're late! The tournament's all over! Mystery person now seen from behind, with Kai hair: ? What's wrong? Masa: Oh, it's nothing. How was the tournament? Mystery person: Our team came in second. It was annoying. Mystery person toweling his Kai hair: But I'm just starting out! I've decided what I'm going to do! Mystery person now revealed to be none other than Kai: I'm gonna go to college and do kendo! (page) Masa: Smiling. Well, first you've got to graduate from high school. Hang in there, all right? Kai: Yeah, yeah. Enjouji: On the phone. Yes...? What...? Enjouji: I can't hear you very well! Ranmaru: Spotting him. Enjouji! Phone: Hotaru-chan's collapsed! It happened just after she went into her room! Phone: I'll give you the hospital name now, okay? Kei-chan, listen carefully. Phone: Kei-chan?! Enjouji: I'm listening... Where? Okay ...got it. Enjouji: Thanks, I'll be right there. (page) Masa's cell phone rings. Masa: Yes? Yes. Kai: Leaning out of the door. Masa, we're going back tonight, but I have some time, so... Masa: I see. Yes, sir. Right away. Kai: Displeased. ....... Kai: Grabbing the phone. I'm borrowing Masa, got it?! Kai: Why don't you think of your son once in awhile, damn it! Masa: Sweatdropping. You certainly push the limits, don't you? Kai: Let's go, Masa. I won't get in trouble for doing that much. Mr. Sagano: In Masa's flashback. Masa. There's another woman who had a child of mine. Do you remember her? (page) Masa: Her name was Enjouji, wasn't it? Mr. Sagano: Mm. Hotaru. She was an entertainer, a strong willed girl who could look me in the eyes. Mr. Sagano: Kei looks a lot like her. He's got that slender beauty, even though he's a boy. Mr. Sagano: Hotaru... doesn't have long. She has trouble with her lungs... Mr. Sagano: But she wouldn't come live here. Mr. Sagano: And Kai was out of control when he heard about it. Little Kai: No! Little Kai: Hugging Masa and crying on him. I don't need a new mom!! (page) Mr. Sagano: I got a letter from Hotaru. Mr. Sagano: She asked that I officially acknowledge Kei as my oldest son. Masa: But then... What about Bon...? Mr. Sagano: There's nothing to worry about. Mr. Sagano: It'll just mean he gets a brother. I've decided on you as my successor anyway. Masa: That's not what I mean. Shouldn't you discuss it with Bon before you proceed... Mr. Sagano: Masa. Mr. Sagano: The minor gangs are stirring up trouble. If anything happens to Hotaru or Kei, let me know right away. He gives Masa an envelope and a photo of Enjouji and his mother. Masa: ...Yes, sir... (page) Back to the present. Enjouji enters his mother's hospital room, followed by Ranmaru. Crying woman: Kei-chan... Hotaru lies with a cloth over her face. Hotaru: In her letter. Dear Kei, Your mother's body isn't going to last very much longer, so I'm leaving you this letter. Hotaru: I want to tell you about your father. Hotaru: Your father is in Osaka. Hotaru: His name is Takashi Sagano. Hotaru: As Enjouji lifts the cloth off her face. I was his mistress, so I couldn't live with him. Even so, your father has always watched over us. Hotaru: As Enjouji stares down at her. Please don't blame him for anything, all right? (page) Hotaru: I was happy just having you, so I ran from your father, who wanted to take you away and raise you. Hotaru: You were lonely, not having a father, weren't you? I'm sorry. Hotaru: Even though it's a bit late for it, I've asked him to take care of you. If something should happen to me, go to him. Hotaru: As Ranmaru leaves the room. Your mother was happy. Hotaru: I was happy to have a good son. Ranmaru: Leaning back against the door. And even on the day of the funeral, I never saw Enjouji cry. He only gazed quietly at her gravestone... (page) Rain pours down on the high school. Sign: Student Council room Enjouji: Sitting on the windowsill, smiling. Hi! You done with practice? Ranmaru: Looking concerned. ........ Enjouji: Gazing out the window. It's sure coming down. (page) Ranmaru continues to look concerned. Ranmaru: ...Enjouji... Uh... Enjouji: I was thinking how pathetic I am. Ranmaru: Huh...? Enjouji: I thought I was so great, taking care of my mom all by myself... Enjouji: And then she was carried away by illness. Enjouji: And it all came to nothing. (page) Enjouji: ...It all came to nothing. Ranmaru: Going over to embrace him. I'll take care of you. (page) Ranmaru: I'll keep you safe. (page) Ranmaru: As long as you don't want me to go... Ranmaru: Kissing him. ...I will always be here for you. Enjouji slides his hand inside Ranmaru's shirt. Ranmaru: Turning Enjouji's face to his. I am here with you. (page) Ranmaru: Now wearing only his shirt. I have nothing. Ranmaru: Nothing but my body, nothing but these feelings... But... Ranmaru: I want to protect you... Ranmaru: ...from everything. (page) Ranmaru: Sitting, half dressed, in Enjouji's arms. The rain... Ranmaru: ...is really coming down, isn't it? Enjouji: I guess after all... Ranmaru: Hm? Enjouji: Maybe I will do kendo. Enjouji: I want to get stronger... physically and spiritually. Enjouji: Lots stronger. (page) Ranmaru: You will. You can do it. Enjouji: Taking Ranmaru's hand. I want to become stronger... Enjouji: ...so that I can hold your hand and it won't slip away from me. Enjouji: As they leave the school. Ran-chan, want to share my umbrella? Ranmaru: Opening his own umbrella. No way. Does nothing embarrass you? Enjouji: Why?? Just a little while ago you were so hot-- Waah! As Ranmaru jabs him with his umbrella. Enjouji: You're so cold! (page) Enjouji: Walking sadly alone behind Ranmaru. You don't have to get so embarrassed! Ranmaru: I'm leaving you behind! Idiot. Enjouji: As a car approaches from behind. Ran-chaaaaan! The driver of the car checks a photo of Enjouji and then burns it. The car speeds towards them. Ranmaru is alarmed. (page) Ranmaru: Enjouji...! Using the special ability manga characters have to move faster than cars when their loved ones are in danger, he runs and shoves Enjouji out of the way. (page) A flying umbrella indicates the collision. Enjouji stares. (page) He kneels by the still form of Ranmaru. Enjouji: Ran... chan...? (page) Enjouji: Cradling him in his arms. Ranmaru... Ranmaru: In flashback. I'll keep you safe. Enjouji: Open your eyes... Flashback images of Enjouji hugging Ranmaru in junior high school and the two of them fighting over food as high school freshmen. (page) Enjouji: It's not true... right? Ranmaru...? This isn't happening... Flashback images of Ranmaru embracing him and the two of them kissing. Enjouji: It can't be!! (page) Ranmaru: In flashback. I'll take care of you. ...Kei... Enjouji: RANMARU----!! (page) Enjouji: At the hospital. I can't breathe. Terror and tension are crushing me. Enjouji: You're in there fighting... Enjouji: Outside the surgery room. ...and meanwhile I can't do anything but pray. Yuki: Running in. Enjouji-san! Enjouji: ....... Yuki: Onii-chan... Is onii-chan okay?! (page) Enjouji: I can't do anything but pray... Enjouji: ...I'm sorry... Yuki-chan... I... I... Flashback images of Enjouji picking up Ranmaru and swinging him around as Ranmaru smilingly puts his arms around him... (page) Ranmaru: I'm cold... Everything's dark. Ranmaru: It's hurts to breathe. Ranmaru: Oh yeah... Ranmaru: The cherry blossoms were falling. Ranmaru: Remembering a young Enjouji. That's when I met you Ranmaru: for the first time. (page) Ranmaru and the jr. high aged Enjouji reach for each other's hands. Enjouji: Ranmaru!! Ranmaru: Ranmaru is young too, in his jr. high school uniform. Huh...? Enjouji: (The adult version.) I'm here! I'm over here!! Ranmaru: But... Ranmaru: He looks back to see the young Enjouji dissolving. !! (page) Ranmaru: No! Enjouji...!! Enjouji: Ranmaru, you want to go back to the past, do you? Enjouji: Well, Enjouji: there's nothing to worry about. Enjouji: You can see I'm fine right now, because you protected me. Enjouji: You don't have to cry. I'll always be by your side. (page) Enjouji: The adult Enjouji holds the young Ranmaru in his arms. Ranmaru, come back. Ranmaru: Oh, that's right... Ranmaru: Now grown up and unclothed. I remember. Ranmaru: I've always been Ranmaru: in his arms. Ranmaru: Held close in his arms... (page) Ranmaru: Waking up, bandaged and wearing an oxygen mask. En...jouji... Enjouji: Realizing, apparently by the psychic link yaoi lovers generally have, that Ranmaru has regained consciousness. --! Yuki: Drowsily. Hm? What, Enjouji-san...? Enjouji: Ranmaru! Yuki: As Ranmaru looks at her. Ah... Yuki: Oniichan... Oniichan! Yuki: Aah! (page) Yuki: Oni... chan... I'm so glad... Yuki: I'll get the doctor! Enjouji, smiling, kneels by the bed and puts his head on Ranmaru's chest. (page) Enjouji: ...! Enjouji: As Ranmaru shakily raises a hand. Ranmaru! You mustn't move! Ranmaru: ....... Enjouji: Huh? What is it? Ranmaru: Apparently trying to communicate. ........ Enjouji: Don't force yourself to talk. Just move your lips, I'll understand. Enjouji: If I'm right, blink once. Yeah, just like that, slowly. (page) Enjouji: You... called... my... name... Enjouji: You called my name? Ranmaru: I heard your voice. Ranmaru: Thank you, Ranmaru: ...Kei. (page) A shot of the outside of the hospital. Doctor: Does Samejima-san have any other family members? Grandfather: Speaking with the doctor in his office. His parents have passed away, Grandfather: so it's only myself and his younger sister Yuki... Grandfather: Are the test results bad? Doctor: Looking at some brain scans. ....... Doctor: His external injuries are not as serious as they look. Doctor: There will probably be very little scarring. (page) Doctor: However, because of the strong blow to the back of his head, he's suffered some nerve damage. Doctor: It's in a location we can't access to perform an operation. Grandfather: Then... Doctor: ...I read about him in a newspaper article. Doctor: He's the boy who won the high school kendo championship, isn't he? Grandfather: Yes. Because his entire upbringing has revolved around kendo. Doctor: As outside the door, Yuki hears their voices. I see... Yuki: Leaning close to eavesdrop. Ojiichan...? Doctor: I'm very sorry to tell you this, but Doctor: his... Ranmaru-kun's right hand..... No, let me be frank with you. (page) Doctor: He has less than a 30% chance of regaining the use of the right half of his body. Yuki drops her shopping bag in shock. Doctor: Even if he undergoes rehabilitation, his present condition is quite serious... Doctor: I'm sorry, but... most likely he will never do kendo again. Doctor: Before long he will realize this for himself. Doctor: At that time, he will need the support of his family. Yuki: No...!! Doctor: Samejima-san, what--?! Grandfather: Kneeling on the floor. I'm not asking that you make him the way he was. Grandfather: But if he can't even walk...!! Grandfather: We've already had his mother taken from us by illness. Please... please! Doctor: Samejima-san, please stand up! What are you... Grandfather: Have mercy on us, Doctor!! Grandfather: Please, make him walk! Please help him! I beg you! Grandfather: Doctor, please! (page) Grandfather: Please...!! In Ranmaru's hospital room. Enjouji: I'm going to buy something to drink. Ranmaru: Okay. Ranmaru: Enjouji. Enjouji: Hm? Ranmaru: You won't forget your promise... right? Enjouji: ...Yeah... I won't forget. (page) Ranmaru: Holding Enjouji's hand in a flashback. Promise me something. Ranmaru: Don't think about revenge. Ranmaru: I don't want to lose this hand... Ranmaru: ...Please... Enjouji: Closing his hand into a fist and looking thoughtful. ...... (page) Ranmaru's robe slides off his shoulder onto the floor and he reaches down for it. Ranmaru: Falling out of bed. Aa! (page) Enjouji: Walking by a kitchen area and seeing Yuki. Hn? Enjouji: Yuki-chan, you left the water running. Enjouji: What's the matter? Yuki: Turning to him and crying. En...jouji-san... (page) Enjouji: Wh- what's wrong?! Enjouji: Yuki-chan?! Yuki: ...He's paralyzed... Enjouji: Huh?! Yuki: Oniichan's right hand... and right leg... Yuki: He can't... do kendo anymore... Yuki: He won't even be able to walk normally... (page) Yuki: Why?! Yuki: Oniichan hasn't done anything to deserve this...!! Why... Ranmaru: In a flashback, looking confident and unparalyzed. Next I'll take the number one title in Japan. Ranmaru: Enjouji. Yuki: Why does Oniichan Yuki: have to suffer like this...?! Yuki weeps on Enjouji, who is too shocked to comfort her. (page) Osaka -- The Sagano home Yakuza guy: Bon! Please wait! What do you mean you're going to Tokyo all of a sudden?! Kai: Someone important to me's in the hospital! Kai: I can't just hang around here!! Yakuza guy: Please don't talk like that! If you go so far away right now... Kai collides with Masa. (page) Kai: Get out of my way, Masa! Kai: As Masa grabs him. ! Yakuza guy: As Masa throws Kai to the ground. Bon! Masa: The future of Shouryuukai is being decided now. Masa: Do you understand how important Masa: and how dangerous this time is?! (page) Kai: What's important to me is Samejima-san...! Kai: I won't let anyone stop me, not even you, Masa! Kyousuke: As Kai runs for the door. Aah! Bon, wait...! Masa punches Kai in the stomach. Kai: Collapsing. Ma... sa... you... (page) Kyousuke: Aniki... Wasn't that kind of excessive...? Masa: Cradling Kai in his arms. His life depends on it. Masa: I won't let him go out even if I have to tie him up. He carries Kai into his bedroom (er, Kai's bedroom, not Masa's) and lays him gently on the bed. (page) Masa: Stroking Kai's hair. Please patiently endure it for now. Masa: I too have someone important I want to protect. Masa leaves Kai peacefully unconscious on the bed. (page) At the hospital. Ranmaru unwraps his kendo sword and tries to hold it, but his right hand doesn't cooperate. (page) Announcer: In a kendo tournament flashback. The victory goes to Kouei High School's Announcer: Ranmaru Samejima! Ranmaru clutches his right arm. Ranmaru: What a pathetic hand. It can't even hold a bamboo sword properly... Doctor: Even if he undergoes rehabilitation, his present condition is quite serious... (page) Doctor: I'm sorry, but... most likely he will never do kendo again. Ranmaru cries into his blanket, remembering the doctor's words. Doctor: ...never do kendo again... A view of the outside of the hospital. Ranmaru: A week went by. Enjouji did not come to visit again. Ranmaru: But every day flowers were delivered, from an anonymous person. Yuki: The flowers are being sent by a tall man with long hair, Yuki: the nurse told me. (page) Ranmaru: ...I... Ranmaru: I'm causing him pain, by being like this. Ranmaru: If he would just forget about everything... Ranmaru: ...about the accident, and about my existence... Ranmaru: It's for the best, for both of us, that we don't see each other. Yuki: Looking sad and worried. For a week now Yuki: Onii-chan's been like a lifeless doll, as if he's lost his will to live... (page) Enjouji: I'd like this delivered to Room 501 in the main wing... Yuki: Spotting Enjouji. ! Yuki: Enjouji-san! Yuki and Enjouji are on the roof of the hospital. Yuki: ...Onii-chan... Yuki: ...is getting nourishment only through an IV and he won't eat anything for me. Yuki: As Enjouji looks alarmed. And his fever won't go down either... Yuki: ...Please go see him... Yuki: Crying. I'm sorry. But... you're the only one who can help... (page) Enjouji: I understand... You don't have to cry...! Enjouji: It'll be all right. He's not the kind of guy to become weak from something like this! Enjouji: He's strong! Enjouji: Embracing Yuki. That's right. He's strong. Enjouji: It'll be okay...! Enjouji: Strong enough to make my own weakness disappear. Enjouji: Opening Ranmaru's door. Not being able to see him caused me more pain than my consciousness of my crime. Ranmaru: ...Yuki? Enjouji: Smiling in the doorway. Even if he hates me and feels bitter towards me Enjouji: As Ranmaru looks surprised to see him. I want to be by his side. (page) Enjouji: There's something I want to talk to you about. Will you listen? Enjouji: ...I'd like for us... Enjouji: to live together. (page) Enjouji: I have some money in savings. Not a lot, but I've been saving it up since I started high school... Ranmaru: ...Hah... Ranmaru: I was wondering what you were going to say, and then you come up with that. Enjouji: I'm serious. Ranmaru: I've told you you have no reason to feel responsible. Enjouji: I need you. Ranmaru: Disbelieving. You need... me...? Ranmaru: Stop saying this ridiculous nonsense! Ranmaru: You know everything, right?! Ranmaru: Do you think there's any future for me with a body like this?! (page) Ranmaru: I don't intend to be a burden on your future as well! Ranmaru: Enough! Enjouji: ...Would you like to go see... the ocean...? Enjouji: Going up a mountain would be good, too. Ranmaru: You know there's no way I could-! Enjouji: Putting his hand on Ranmaru's hand. I'll be your legs for you. Enjouji: I'll hold you up high so you can see the whole horizon. Let's go see the sun set in the ocean. Enjouji: As Ranmaru refuses to look at him. Let's climb a mountain so high the clouds will be down around our feet. I'll carry you up. (page) Enjouji: Kissing his fingers. Let's see the sun at its most beautiful. Enjouji: The places you want to see, the places you want to go... We'll visit all of them. Enjouji: I want to be by your side just like I've always been, and more than I've always been. Enjouji: Let's breathe the same air. Enjouji: All I need is for you to be there for me, to smile for me. (page) Ranmaru pulls his hand out of Enjouji's. Ranmaru: Gripping his right shoulder and looking as if he's in pain. .... Ranmaru: Please go home..... Enjouji: ...I'll be back... Enjouji: Take good care of yourself... Ranmaru: ...Enjouji... (page) Ranmaru: Take a good look. Ranmaru stands up, leaning on the bedframe. His right arm hangs uselessly. Ranmaru: They don't move... My right arm and my right leg. Ranmaru: I can't even stand normally. Ranmaru: This is... (page) Ranmaru: ...This is the body that you want to look after?! Ranmaru: Say it! All that stuff you said before, say it now, while you're looking at this body!! Ranmaru: Wobbling. ! Enjouji catches him as he falls. (page) Ranmaru: Clutching Enjouji's arm. Why... did you come visit me...? Ranmaru: This body... This miserable body... Ranmaru: You're the last person I want to see it...!! Enjouji: Picking up the startled Ranmaru. You've lost some weight, haven't you? You've gotta eat properly, you know. Enjouji sits Ranmaru down on the bed. (page) Enjouji: Ranmaru... Enjouji: Whatever happens to your body, you're Ranmaru, right? Enjouji: Right? What's changed? Enjouji: Nothing's different. Enjouji: You're the same Ranmaru I fell in love with. Enjouji: Leaving. Well then, I'll see you again, okay? Left alone, Ranmaru begins to cry. (page) Ranmaru: Idiot..... Enjouji: You're the same Ranmaru I fell in love with. Ranmaru: Crying. You're a complete idiot. Another shot of the outside of the hospital. Doctor: All right! Your temperature has returned to normal. I think you'll be fine. Ranmaru: .....Doctor... Doctor: Hm? Ranmaru: What floor is the rehabilitation room on? Yuki: What...? Ranmaru: My chances of improving aren't zero, isn't that right? (page) Ranmaru: Enjouji, busy with school and his job, wasn't able to come see me very often. Ranmaru: In his letter he wrote that he'd work hard enough for both of us, and the postscript said... Ranmaru: that in the spring we'd go to the same university. In the rehabilitation room. Nurse: Okay, Samejima-san, you're done for today. Ranmaru: As Yuki looks surprised. I just need to do a little more! Ranmaru: ...I mean... I'm sorry. Ranmaru: Hanging onto the parallel bars. Please allow me to do a little bit more! Yuki: Evincing some sort of 'I'm moved that my brother has regained his will to live but I hope he doesn't push himself too hard and I hope this rehabilitation is not all for nothing' emotion. ....... (page) Ranmaru: Struggling on the bars. So I also wanted to work hard enough for both of us. Ranmaru: So that I will be able to stand on my own feet when we meet again. Evening. A sign reads that visiting hours are over for the day. Enjouji is crouched down, sneaking by the nurse's station. Enjouji: Bumping into an ashtray or similar object. !! Enjouji: Grabbing the ashtray before it can crash to the floor. I feel like I've become a sneak-thief or something. (page) Enjouji: Walking down the corridor. It's pretty late. I guess he's already asleep... Enjouji: Oh well, if I can just see his sleeping face, I'll feel peace of mind. Enjouji: I'll take a good long look! A banging noise from somewhere makes Enjouji jump. Enjouji: .....! Enjouji: Looking around for the source of the noise and seeing a sign. Rehabilitation Center? Enjouji looks in. (page) Ranmaru is struggling to walk with the help of the parallel bars. Ranmaru: Hah... Ranmaru: Hah... Ranmaru: Hah... Enjouji drops his school satchel. Ranmaru sees him. (page) Enjouji: Ran... maru... Ranmaru gazes at him, and then slips. Enjouji: Rushing to his aid. Ranmaru!! Ranmaru: Grabbing the bar. Calm down! I'm fine!! (page) Ranmaru: Go around to the front. Enjouji: Yeah, but-! Ranmaru: Just do it! Go around and face me!! Ranmaru: Yeah, right there. Stay there and don't move. Ranmaru: I'm going to Ranmaru: walk to you. (page) Enjouji: Ranmaru... Ranmaru: Hah... Hah... Ranmaru: Making his way slowly between the bars. Hah... Hah... Ranmaru: Guh... Enjouji: All right... (page) Enjouji: Come on! Ranmaru!! Ranmaru: It's strange... Enjouji: That's it! Take your time! Ranmaru: My whole body is aching so badly I want to cry... Ranmaru: It's tougher than any kendo workout... Enjouji: Gooood. ...Good! (page) Enjouji: Just a little bit more! Keep going! Ranmaru: But with just your encouraging words... Ranmaru: with just your hand outstretched towards me... Ranmaru: Coming to the end of the bars. The last part! Ranmaru: ...I felt like I could do anything. Ranmaru: There's nothing to be confused about. Enjouji holds out his hands. (page) Ranmaru: You're here. He makes it into Enjouji's arms. (page) Ranmaru: Pretty soon... Pretty soon I'll walk for you... Ranmaru: Until then... Will you wait for me...? Enjouji: Yeah! I'll wait! As long as you need! Enjouji: Of course I will! Ranmaru: ...Enjouji... Enjouji: Mm... Ranmaru: Blushing. There's... no one around... Enjouji: Huh? Ranmaru: (You're so clueless.) So. Ranmaru: Touching Enjouji's lips. No one's watching ...right? (page) Enjouji: Is- Is it all right? Ranmaru: Never mind! Enjouji: Waah! I'm sorry! I want to do it! Enjouji: I want to kiss you!! Enjouji: Just because we haven't done it in a while doesn't mean you have to blush like that. Enjouji: Silly boy... Ranmaru: I still remember that time. He and Enjouji kiss. Ranmaru: My chest felt hot, like it did the first time we kissed. (page) Flash forward to Enjouji staring at Ranmaru, who stands up from his wheelchair. Ranmaru: You said you needed me. He walks toward Enjouji. Ranmaru: You said you'd stay beside me. (page) A happy Enjouji picks him up. Ranmaru: I haven't lost anything. Only one thing is important to me. Ranmaru: You're here.